Merry Christmas <3?

I cant wait for this Christmas to be over. My girlfriend of 6 years left me about three weeks ago for some guy she works with. My family lives about 2,000 mikes away so I am alone, and I have to come up with a lot of money for tuition and moving into my new room because my ex-girlfriend moved out and I cant afford this apartment by myself. But I am not sad, she had actually gotten fat in the last couple of years and I hate her family who looked down on me because of my race and lack of a college education. But I don't have it as bad as some of the troops in IRAQ or homeless children, Yes my heart is broken, but I am not hungry or cold. God bless you all and Merry Christmas.